It has been such a long time since I’ve put myself first in any major aspect of my life, that I think I’ve forgotten how.
I just got out of a relationship that I do miss. I cared about the guy a lot but I made a major mistake in the relationship. I put him before me.
Which is fine every once in a while but not all the time. See I did the same thing in my previous marriage.
So here is to realizing that I need to put me first. That I need to do what is best for me in life and not those who can walk away from me.
So over the next week I am going to make a list of things I’m working on and things I want for me in the near future. Things I will not put on hold for the little bumps in others lives.
Just saying it makes me feel selfish… But sometimes I think that is okay. What do you think?